i never ask for what i want for Christmas, cause i never get it. i never ask for expensive or extravagant things, or anything like that, even if its the one thing i realllyy wanted—cause that would be selfish; or so ive been told. i dont expect for much, and that works for me. cause even though i give and love to do so, i dont get much of anything…ever. ive been repeatedly told that...
andd the lonliness is back.
for just one day id like be able to let my guard down & be open enough for someone to find me worth their time.